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well gee i aint wrote in here in ages, my computers was dead, and i have been away.
but a lot has happened since i wrote my last posts...
ive learnt that no matter how much luck, or how happy i can be, it wont ever last, no happiness has lasted for me for a long time, best just make what i can out of it at the time, and move on when im not.
but thats the hardest thing moving on..
bah this is stoopid, and i know im beign stupid, but at the moment i feel like ive been used, in more ways then people will know. i havent ever told any one, and i doubt i will, but there it is.
hmm this is shit. sorry.
x
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[25 Jul 2006|11:48pm] |
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today I said goodbye to charlie. she aint cumming back to college next year. as college and stuff is Norway is shit. although I aint seen her in like a month. tonight I miss her. I think it's because I know I wont see her till maybe decemeber. which I am going to Norway for her 18th Birthday.
she has made me think alot about next year. alot more then I think i wanted to.
at the moment in time I just wanna live each day as it comes, but everyone seems to be making plans for the future and tbf I dont think i'm ready for that just yet. in truth I actually dont want to grow up. childish as that might seem..
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[24 Jul 2006|11:11pm] |
last week starting from friday was in words of Rosie, boss road trip starting at VIP lattitude festival then on to newquay.. to be fair it has been one of the best weeks i have had in soo long.. well despite loosing my fone..but oh well.. swimming in the sea with chloths on, including white pants.. then going walking round morrisons with them still on is just another acomplishment of life really..
living on 8p noodles and meeting the 'camp site legend' (craig ) was imense. Team hair will be forever! haha.. sleeping out side and being attacked by killer seaguls and finding Edward (a.k.a deadwood) the nearly dead bird that Rosie tried to nurse to health.. slugs in the fruit bag and black and pink girls underware hung up on chebwatches tent like a trofpy... watching the moshers put up there tent as a form of entertainment on the last night. knicking the white ball from a pool table and clearly winnging the southern V northen depute at the bar..
again. last week was boss.! thankyou. team hair x
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i am actually far to excited now.. i cant quite belive how lucky and how happy i have been recently.. touch wood aye.. xxxx
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[11 Jul 2006|07:13pm] |
hahahaha...
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ive got a little feeling that this summer is going to be a good 'un :)
and its allready started... xx
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[07 Jul 2006|02:57pm] |
friends only! comment if you want an add! x
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